Hayden Panettiere fought back tears as she relived a traumatic experience which saw her put in bed with a ‘very famous man’ when she was aged just 18.
The Heroes actress, 36, who recently came out as bisexual, shocked fans as she revealed she was coerced into getting in bed with the ‘undressed’ older celebrity while partying aboard a boat.
Panettiere further discussed the harrowing incident – which is chronicled in her memoir This Is Me: A Reckoning – on Jay Shetty’s On Purpose podcast on Monday, admitting she realizes now how naive she was about the danger she was in.
Shetty said: ‘You write about a moment in your career where a friend of yours takes you onto a boat. You’re led to a room which has an older man in it and then basically told to perform sexual acts.’
Panettiere responded: ‘The fact that I was 18, even though I’d lived such a huge life and I thought I was oh so mature at 18… scientifically, your frontal lobes don’t develop until we’re what, 25, 26?
‘So even though I felt like I could make healthy decisions, safe decisions, I wasn’t capable of being fully aware of what was going on around me.’
Hayden Panettiere broke down in tears as she relived a traumatic experience which saw her put in bed with an ‘very famous man’ when she was aged just 18
The Heroes actress, 36, shocked fans as she revealed she was coerced into getting in bed with the ‘undressed’ older celebrity and ‘told to perform sexual acts’ – pictured aged 18 in Heroes as Claire Bennet
Panettiere claims the person who led her into the shocking situation was a friend who she trusted and saw as a ‘protector’ before they ‘physically put me in the bed next to this undressed man who was very famous.’
The actress said she was led downstairs into a small room before being put in bed with the unidentified man, who she says behaved ‘like this was just an average day for him.’
Nashville star Panettiere said she immediately became ‘ferocious’, adding: ‘That lion in me, that fire in me… my hair stood on end…
‘I was like, “This is not happening”‘ before running out of the room and trying to hide.
‘There was no jumping off and swimming away,’ she said. ‘And there was nobody who was going to be empathetic to my situation. I realized that this was nothing new to them.’
The revelation comes days after Panettiere came out as bisexual after years of feeling ‘forced to be perfect’ in order to avoid public scrutiny.
‘It’s sad that I had to wait till I was 36 years old to share that part of me, but better late than never, right?’ the Nashville alum told Us Weekly last week.
‘I’ve chosen to share it with the world, I’m comfortable saying I’m bisexual. I’m comfortable to confidently say that, yes, I am bisexual. I said it!’
Panettiere claims the person who led her into the shocking situation was a friend who she trusted and saw as a ‘protector’ before they ‘physically put me in the bed next to this undressed man who was very famous’
Nashville star Panettiere said she immediately became ‘ferocious’, adding: ‘That lion in me, that fire in me… my hair stood on end… – pictured 2007 aged 18
Panettiere recently came out as bisexual after years of feeling ‘forced to be perfect’ in order to avoid public scrutiny
Despite having little privacy due to ‘paparazzi always outside waiting for me,’ Panettiere still managed to secretly date women, whom she preferred to men from ‘a very, very young age.’
‘[I was] much more into women,’ the two-time Golden Globe nominee said.
‘But, yeah, I have explored it, but I don’t think I ever had the courage, because I hadn’t shared this with anybody.
‘I didn’t really have the courage to throw myself fully, emotionally into it, because then if I did fall in love, that wasn’t something that I wanted to ever have to hide. I didn’t feel confident enough, and I was too afraid to really let that part of me explore that part of me.’
Panettiere worried it would look like she was ‘jumping on the bandwagon’ during a ‘period of time, where it felt like people coming out, especially women coming out, and saying that they were bisexual, or liked girls, was a fad.’
The Grammy-nominated narrator decided to be ‘completely brutally honest’ about her sexuality during the two years she spent writing her memoir.
Panettiere has only ever publicly dated men and she most recently split from convicted felon Brian Hickerson in 2020 following his eight domestic violence arrests.
Panettiere has only ever publicly dated men and she most recently split from convicted felon Brian Hickerson in 2020 following his eight domestic violence arrests. Above, together in 2019
The Grammy-nominated narrator lost custody of her 11-year-old daughter, Kaya Evdokia Klitschko, with ex-fiancé – retired heavyweight boxer Wladimir Klitschko – whom she amicably split from in 2018 after their nine-year on/off relationship. Above, together in 2013
Panettiere also previously dated her much older Heroes co-star Milo Ventimiglia (above in 2007), retired NFL wide receiver Scotty McKnight, Welsh TV presenter Steve Jones, singer Jesse McCartney, The Hills alum Stephen Colletti and the late Pink Taco founder Harry Morton
She lost custody of her 11-year-old daughter Kaya Evdokia Klitschko with ex-fiancé – retired heavyweight boxer Wladimir Klitschko – whom she amicably split from in 2018 after their nine-year on/off relationship.
The Equal Means Equal activist also previously dated her much older Heroes co-star Milo Ventimiglia, retired NFL wide receiver Scotty McKnight, Welsh TV presenter Steve Jones, singer Jesse McCartney, The Hills alum Stephen Colletti and the late Pink Taco founder Harry Morton.
Panettiere is scheduled to kick off her four-date This Is Me book tour at the Barnes & Noble in Union Square in her native New York City on May 19.
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